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That was refreshing! Haha..I just got home and had a nice relaxin bath. It’s been a rushy but enjoyable day.

Goin back to 95% is always fun and relaxin and always learning something. It’s like a 2nd home. Tonight, though it’s just the presentation of the current APIP guys, but I’ve learnt a lot too from the comments and advice of all the creative directors. Really enjoyed listening to the comments and advice of these experienced creative ppl.

Somehow, their point of view is always simple and many a times it’s not things that I would thought they’d comment on cos, here I am, thinking that what I can think of must be too simple and it definitely wouldn’t be the same as the thoughts of these top guys. But, I’m always wrong..

Many a times it would be the same as what I have in mind. It’s still difficult for me to accept that it’s always this simple in advertising, and I don’t need to complicate things for myself..The deeper I think, the more difficult it is for me to gain ideas. Just that I didn’t have the confidence to believe that I am capable to do so too! Once again, I need to remind myself that “Hey RACH! Have more confidence in yourself ! Don’t always think that you ain’t good enough. Believe in urself at least a lil!”..haha..I need loads more of self practice even after training to remind myself of that.

At least now, I’m more conscious in banging myself in the head and a few slaps on my own face to wake myself up.. I tend to make more of my own decisions whenever I can to conceptualize ideas and THEN only get feedback. I need to Believe in the true colous that are hidden in me. Right Janet? (Yea I can imagine u nodding your head alredy if u are reading this).I need to open up and allow those colours to show. Yes! that’s my song!! True colours! Haha,..Thanks to 95%..I WILL STRIVE ON!!