Sick & Tired!
I'm stil pretty much blur and kinda dissapointed as well...When things are all rosy, nice and sweet, we will never predict or expect that things will turn 180 degrees. Well at least not so soon right?!
Out of a sudden, now things has indeed turned 180 degrees.
What is all rosy, nice and sweet a minute ago, a day ago, a few months ago, has now turned into disspointments, anger and bitterness manifestations. It's like going thru draught now.
What is all assuring and exciting has now turned into insecurities, not knowing what the future holds, and where the journey should begin again.
What is all so passion filled and seeing great big visions has now turned into just a passing thought, a goal that's been written down on a pieceof paper and visions that is now fading into nothingness.
What is all so "Yes! we can do it together!The potential is there!" has now turned into a lonesome walk in the wilderness.
What is all so promising and fullfilling has now turned into blankness. Promises..Where? I cant see it.
I'm currently just so sick and tired of listening to all the ramblings, all the who is wrong and who is right. . I'm boss and you are not!
Why does things just have to happen without a solid reason?
Why ppl make assuring promises, knowing that what they promised to fullfill makes a big difference to others, but yet breaks them without even placing themselves into other ppl's situation? Not considering what the consequences will be for others by making the decisions for themselves.
Why does ppl like to raise the hopes and expectations of others and then dissapoint them just like that??
I know I still dont understand. Perhaps I never will and only God knows why. Why things have to happen the way it happened. Why certain ppl just have to come into some parts of our lives and leave making things more miserable and unstable than before.
Lord I really don't know. ..but one thing I know for sure is that. I have to be strong. To see things through. It' all in my hands now. I havta follow up with everything that has been left behind. I havta be the supporting pillar in this situation. I cant fall, I cant wither. I cant afford to loose control. Lord I need you, I need your guidance, your wisdom, your strength!
Teach me your ways, as your ways are higher than mine. Make me understand what your thoughts are concerning this matter, as your thoughts are higher than mine. Teach me how to go about dealing with upcoming issues.
Reveal to me Lord, your plans for us to move on. I will be still and know that You are God.
Out of a sudden, now things has indeed turned 180 degrees.
What is all rosy, nice and sweet a minute ago, a day ago, a few months ago, has now turned into disspointments, anger and bitterness manifestations. It's like going thru draught now.
What is all assuring and exciting has now turned into insecurities, not knowing what the future holds, and where the journey should begin again.
What is all so passion filled and seeing great big visions has now turned into just a passing thought, a goal that's been written down on a pieceof paper and visions that is now fading into nothingness.
What is all so "Yes! we can do it together!The potential is there!" has now turned into a lonesome walk in the wilderness.
What is all so promising and fullfilling has now turned into blankness. Promises..Where? I cant see it.
I'm currently just so sick and tired of listening to all the ramblings, all the who is wrong and who is right. . I'm boss and you are not!
Why does things just have to happen without a solid reason?
Why ppl make assuring promises, knowing that what they promised to fullfill makes a big difference to others, but yet breaks them without even placing themselves into other ppl's situation? Not considering what the consequences will be for others by making the decisions for themselves.
Why does ppl like to raise the hopes and expectations of others and then dissapoint them just like that??
I know I still dont understand. Perhaps I never will and only God knows why. Why things have to happen the way it happened. Why certain ppl just have to come into some parts of our lives and leave making things more miserable and unstable than before.
Lord I really don't know. ..but one thing I know for sure is that. I have to be strong. To see things through. It' all in my hands now. I havta follow up with everything that has been left behind. I havta be the supporting pillar in this situation. I cant fall, I cant wither. I cant afford to loose control. Lord I need you, I need your guidance, your wisdom, your strength!
Teach me your ways, as your ways are higher than mine. Make me understand what your thoughts are concerning this matter, as your thoughts are higher than mine. Teach me how to go about dealing with upcoming issues.
Reveal to me Lord, your plans for us to move on. I will be still and know that You are God.
posted by Rachs at
3:07 PM
3 Comments:
yah!i hate people who leave with a big bucket of 'Tiow Chiu' sh*t for other people too...just hand in there, we'll figure out a way!
Yah!Yah!..thanks for the assuring encouragment. Glad you are the other supporting pillar!Really appreciate ur every effort..Really do!*hugs
hey babe!well maybe there's a bigger picture to things..don't magnify your problems oryou'll drown in them...rise about..with the Big J upstairs k?miss you mad babE!muaxx
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