Sense of regret?Wrong decision? Maybe...

Have you ever felt a sense of regret at times or just a lil thought in your mind if you have made a wrong decision about someone?

I have. In fact the question has been in mind for quite sometime now. What seems to be so certain to me at first, someone whom I have full confidence in, is now very much questionable. The confidence which I have for this person is sort of deteriorating. I dont wish for this to prolong. I hope to regain full confidence one day. Things seems to change after I made the decision. It wasnt like how I thought it would be. To say that this person has dissapointed me, I have to admit I feel that a lil.

I wonder if this person is still in wonderland or it's a clear concious in mind that changes will be done to what I have built. I am not certain of it yet. Neither would I think or at least hope that this person doesnt have such intentions. But with all the things that I observed lately, things has changed quite a bit. Even the way we communicate has a lil difference. Sometimes I really dont appreciate the way I'm being addressed.

Respect me not? I have full confidence that I have been the best example that I could be in my ability. Once I've heard a respective man said "If you want others to run your vision, you first have to run the vision of another!". I have run the vision of a person whom I respect alot. I only hope and pray that this person will run the same vision.

There's still alot to be learnt. I hope I can be a good teacher in the midst of all this things I have in mind. I pray everyday that I can teach and past over all the good qualities that I've learnt in my own experiences. and I pray that this person will be able to absorb it and be teachable. I pray God to grant me patience and a long sighted view, that I will be able to look further, that I wont jump into conclusion or make my own jundgement too quickly. I'm trying my very best. It's just not easy for me as well.

I hope that this person will be able to rise to the position now and take it seriously. Recently there are quite a few things I see which needs to be corrected. I pray God you give me the wisdom to correct and help this person grow and mature.