Wondering indeed....
Just my "today ramblings"....
"I woke up this morning and realise, that my heart is wondering..."that's exactly how I felt this morning...that's why I've been listening to the song a friend wrote recently called "Wondering Hearts".
Why? I need to know why too..Feels like I'm left dangling...
Walking on an unknown path..being alone in this journey...
no one will understand exactly...except God of course...
It's totally not what I expected..how I'm feeling is totally not what I expect of myself either..
I must say to myself ..."rach, I'm kinda dissapointed with you!".......
Why bother?? Yea why should I? Scrap it off?! But I cant! It keeps coming back...
Wouldnt it be easier if _ - _ - _ isnt the factor?? Yea..I think it'll not be so complicated...
A friend said to me..."Rach! it's entirely ok..".... yea it's easy for outsiders to give such a comment... It's different when you are the one in it....
Why start it 1 week before?? I prefer nothing at all...
Why leave mind boggling questions? I prefer just be direct...
Why pulling back now?
Why do & say things that's not the usual?
Out of it all..I'm feeling so silly to be admitting what I so dont want to admit after searching my heart...
Feeling weird?? well maybe..it doesnt happen in every other person's life..Like dont hear it happen everyday....
Yet I dont need anyone to help me do anything. Too many cook spoils the soup.
To those who already know...a promise is a promise....i would really appreciate it...
I 'll just let this heart of mind linger through till the end of the year. Even though there's somthing solid, there's still nothing that can be done. What more there's nothing solid at all now. It takes two to clap hands.
"I woke up this morning and realise, that my heart is wondering..."that's exactly how I felt this morning...that's why I've been listening to the song a friend wrote recently called "Wondering Hearts".
Why? I need to know why too..Feels like I'm left dangling...
Walking on an unknown path..being alone in this journey...
no one will understand exactly...except God of course...
It's totally not what I expected..how I'm feeling is totally not what I expect of myself either..
I must say to myself ..."rach, I'm kinda dissapointed with you!".......
Why bother?? Yea why should I? Scrap it off?! But I cant! It keeps coming back...
Wouldnt it be easier if _ - _ - _ isnt the factor?? Yea..I think it'll not be so complicated...
A friend said to me..."Rach! it's entirely ok..".... yea it's easy for outsiders to give such a comment... It's different when you are the one in it....
Why start it 1 week before?? I prefer nothing at all...
Why leave mind boggling questions? I prefer just be direct...
Why pulling back now?
Why do & say things that's not the usual?
Out of it all..I'm feeling so silly to be admitting what I so dont want to admit after searching my heart...
Feeling weird?? well maybe..it doesnt happen in every other person's life..Like dont hear it happen everyday....
Yet I dont need anyone to help me do anything. Too many cook spoils the soup.
To those who already know...a promise is a promise....i would really appreciate it...
I 'll just let this heart of mind linger through till the end of the year. Even though there's somthing solid, there's still nothing that can be done. What more there's nothing solid at all now. It takes two to clap hands.
posted by Rachs at
5:50 PM
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