Monday, October 22, 2007

I wonder why it lingers still...

Sitting in front of my comp, listening to a song...which brings back so much memory of that feeling.... Listening to it once again, brings me back to that place of wondering...imagining...like as if I'm in my lil fairy tale land...
Leads me to think bout it again...I know I've dealt with it on my part but there's always the other side of the story, the other side of the feelings which ain't mine...

Deep down in my heart, I wish I know the other side of the story...
It's still unknown....a mystery to me....I wonder if I'll ever know....
I wonder if it'll ever be untangled....I wonder if it'll ever be revealed to me....

I wonder why, I wonder why my heart it lingers still...

Questions I asked myself, time and time again..questions that I cant answer..as the answer lies only with the person who said those words to me...I wish I can turn back time, only to answer your question seriously, I wish I can turn back time to find out the other part of the story that lies in your heart...I wonder what made you said those words..I wonder if you are serious...I wonder if it'll ever be what I wanna imagine it to be...sigh..but now it's just too late...

It has become a story only in my own lil imaginary fairy tale land...I wish fairy tale exists not only in the imaginary world, but that it does come true...

I wish my lil fairy tale will come true...I wonder how long this feeling will linger....
as much as the feeling still exists...i deny it at times...no point acknowleging it when nothing is gonna happen...a part of me, i'm afraid to loose out...i'm afraid it's merely just something that only exist in my imaginary world...I'm afraid this wondering heart of mind will never ever be found by you...

I guess the best thing to do is to wake up from this fairy tale dream..to face the reality...As much as there is hope...
there's no guarantee...
I guess if I could turn back time, or perhaps hearing the answer from you,

will be my lingering heart's only solace...Till then, this heart of mine will linger still....

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