I'm talking to myself...

aihh...i guess when you hold a different position in the heart of someone compared to others...
The status is really different... as sad as the treatment you may get, still cant be compared to the rest who knows this heart way before you do...still cant compare cos ...just cant compare la...why? cos I dun have the exact answer to it either...yea sorry it's sad at this moment...

Is it just who I am or is it what I did?
hmmm is it cos I'm pushing it too hard, leaving too many notes (which I shouldn't have?) ??
or is it just me being sensitive? or rather it's the position I hold and have always been seen as that makes things even more complicated?

Well i rather believe that it's just me being sensitive altogether..I'd feel better that way, cos it'll just be me thinking too much only and nothing else...

Then again..rachel, count your blessings...if you ain't significant, you wont be getting the attention and concern that's been showered upon u right?? 
My dear pls try to be contented!! Just be patient!!! patience ..learn that fruit of the spirit!

Hold on to this..."It’s not what’s said about you or done to u that affects your life, but what you say and believe about yourself."..rach, what do u believe??

Ok sorry peeps...pls dun mind my random ramblings..just some passing thoughts and feelings....
In the state of talking to myself now...