I'm Still Thinking....

I'm stil living in the bubble of my emotions ( at times tt is)....
Guess I'm still taking sometime to settle into the new journey....
But this isnt about what's behind, it's about what's ahead...
Cant help it at times when the emotions comes in so intensely.....
Guess I'll stop beating myself up for it and allow myself time to settle in slowly....
Taking a step at a time.....

It seems to others that I've not moved on knowing that I still have some concerns...
Yes I do have them..and it's not what it seems...
I'm way past moving on...

My opinion, I think many a times it takes 2 hands to clap...
But it just feels like I'm clappin on my own and I'm tired....
Should I continue clapping or just leave?
Cos I really do feel that I'm the only one who's interested to work things out here...
I'm still thinking...

I just wish that I have the power to read people's mind....
Especially those who arent being honest...
and here you are wondering why cant they just be honest and open bout things...
Talk?? Well that's an option...question is...is that the best option?...
Some say yes, some, a definite No!.... At the end  I think I should be the one who knows best...
Because I should know you well enough to know if it works ...
Problem is at this moment I dont know...

sigh...so should I or shouldnt I??