Praises to my beloved...
I LOVE U GOD!!!! I LOVE U GOD!!!! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!! Cant contain it! I just had to declare that to the world. Well, at least to my small lil world here.You are truly, truly an amazing God. Thank you for the word!
Was half dead at service this morning. Cant help it when you hang out with a bunch of wacky frens havin out of the blue ideas of watching a midnite movie, and then later to buy vcd at 1.30am in the morning and Then to the mamak at 2 am!! I only slept at 4am.. After eating at 2am, I was wide awake..but had to wake up at 6 this morning for service..Aaron, thanks for the song man..I literally had to play the song as a 'lullaby'..just so that I could get myself at least 2 hrs of sleep!
Neways back to the topic..So was at serv, half dead and well just a lil confession, I slept thru half way of the play =P..not only me..the person beside me too..heh heh..and I shall not mention who=P
Oh but I've already seen the play on Friday. The msg came afterwards, but I couldnt really concentrate. Sorta get the geist of the msg..it was Michael Koh speakin!! I've got to slap myself, do watever to listen to him..His one of my fav speaker in church. Neways he was speaking bout a new life and that Jesus came to die for us = He has done everything for us on the cross. It is Done! In our problems we need not doubt if God is going to deliver us from it , Cos it IS DONE! We just have to claim victory! His msg was along those lines. Gave an alter call at the end.. One of the group of ppl he mentioned was those who want a new life, one of it also concerns career. The moment he said that, I couldnt deny but to tell myself to stand up.Did not expect the lil something that came later. Didnt even expect the msg this morning to speak right into my heart even in a 'half dead' condition. So he prayed for the different groups of ppl he mentioned and prayed for those who stood up. I tot that was it and nothing else. Then he encouraged those who stood up to get prayed for at the front. I hesitated at that time.
I guess being a leader, so often we are the ones who are out there praying for others that when it comes to ourselves, this time,I felt a certain vulnerability to step out there to be prayed for. Deep down in me, I felt something nudging me to go. Thoughts like "What if God has a word for me? If I dont go then I might miss the chance again!! considerin that I missed it at Marcel's cg the other nite! Rachel u better go NOw!!!" Those were just runnin thru my mind and I was so battling with myself to go out...But then prolly too late cos by the time I wanna make my way up, elder Ng was giving the bendiction already. Alamak, potong steam!..hAHA!..Told Xiao bout it anyhow, and she went out with me, and she got Michael to pray for me too! Thanks babe! Totally appreciate it!!
Lil did I expected, indeed there was a word from God. That lil nudging in my heart back
there in my seat was definitely the Holy Spirit!!U coward Rachel!! I told myself, should have js listen to the nudging! Neways..I'm truly truly blessed. Cos wat God had to say was simply just "Rachel, dont be fearful, u need to take away the fear of making the wrong decisions and the worry bout making the right decision, and know that I've already taken care of everything"
Wow...That just blew me away, cos during praise and worship, those were my concern. I was telling God that I am afraid to make the wrong decision yet afraid of the right decision. I'm very unsure but yet still havin some doubts, tho He has been so faithfully encouraging me thru the devotions that came in daily. I'm feeling so excited now! I told mum bout it just now and she said the moment I shared it with her, she felt an assurance. I CANT WAIT for my new life to unfold!
I think my season, will prolly have 4 seasons in it! hehe....Whatever the case God, as long as you open the doors and send me, I will go!!!!!! To whatever door you open cos you know what'sbest for me. You and you alone knows the desires of my heart! Love you so so so so so much God!
Blessed Easter to you! My prayer today, is that you find the world's most precious gift. Ask yourself who are you following today. Is it a master who can give you hope and make you dream dreams again, and make those dreams possible even at times when it seems to be so impossible? John 14:6 ~ Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
Was half dead at service this morning. Cant help it when you hang out with a bunch of wacky frens havin out of the blue ideas of watching a midnite movie, and then later to buy vcd at 1.30am in the morning and Then to the mamak at 2 am!! I only slept at 4am.. After eating at 2am, I was wide awake..but had to wake up at 6 this morning for service..Aaron, thanks for the song man..I literally had to play the song as a 'lullaby'..just so that I could get myself at least 2 hrs of sleep!
Neways back to the topic..So was at serv, half dead and well just a lil confession, I slept thru half way of the play =P..not only me..the person beside me too..heh heh..and I shall not mention who=P
Oh but I've already seen the play on Friday. The msg came afterwards, but I couldnt really concentrate. Sorta get the geist of the msg..it was Michael Koh speakin!! I've got to slap myself, do watever to listen to him..His one of my fav speaker in church. Neways he was speaking bout a new life and that Jesus came to die for us = He has done everything for us on the cross. It is Done! In our problems we need not doubt if God is going to deliver us from it , Cos it IS DONE! We just have to claim victory! His msg was along those lines. Gave an alter call at the end.. One of the group of ppl he mentioned was those who want a new life, one of it also concerns career. The moment he said that, I couldnt deny but to tell myself to stand up.Did not expect the lil something that came later. Didnt even expect the msg this morning to speak right into my heart even in a 'half dead' condition. So he prayed for the different groups of ppl he mentioned and prayed for those who stood up. I tot that was it and nothing else. Then he encouraged those who stood up to get prayed for at the front. I hesitated at that time.
I guess being a leader, so often we are the ones who are out there praying for others that when it comes to ourselves, this time,I felt a certain vulnerability to step out there to be prayed for. Deep down in me, I felt something nudging me to go. Thoughts like "What if God has a word for me? If I dont go then I might miss the chance again!! considerin that I missed it at Marcel's cg the other nite! Rachel u better go NOw!!!" Those were just runnin thru my mind and I was so battling with myself to go out...But then prolly too late cos by the time I wanna make my way up, elder Ng was giving the bendiction already. Alamak, potong steam!..hAHA!..Told Xiao bout it anyhow, and she went out with me, and she got Michael to pray for me too! Thanks babe! Totally appreciate it!!
Lil did I expected, indeed there was a word from God. That lil nudging in my heart back
there in my seat was definitely the Holy Spirit!!U coward Rachel!! I told myself, should have js listen to the nudging! Neways..I'm truly truly blessed. Cos wat God had to say was simply just "Rachel, dont be fearful, u need to take away the fear of making the wrong decisions and the worry bout making the right decision, and know that I've already taken care of everything"
Wow...That just blew me away, cos during praise and worship, those were my concern. I was telling God that I am afraid to make the wrong decision yet afraid of the right decision. I'm very unsure but yet still havin some doubts, tho He has been so faithfully encouraging me thru the devotions that came in daily. I'm feeling so excited now! I told mum bout it just now and she said the moment I shared it with her, she felt an assurance. I CANT WAIT for my new life to unfold!
I think my season, will prolly have 4 seasons in it! hehe....Whatever the case God, as long as you open the doors and send me, I will go!!!!!! To whatever door you open cos you know what'sbest for me. You and you alone knows the desires of my heart! Love you so so so so so much God!
Blessed Easter to you! My prayer today, is that you find the world's most precious gift. Ask yourself who are you following today. Is it a master who can give you hope and make you dream dreams again, and make those dreams possible even at times when it seems to be so impossible? John 14:6 ~ Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
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