... what IF ...
I've been totally zonked past couple of days due to work and nothing but work...work and work...
Been leaving the office at nearly 3am lately for almost the whole week...
Nevertheless I thank god for friends who were concern and kept me accompanied through out.. whether on msn or just sms or call to find out how I'm doing...
Nothing much has been in mind except for completing my design work as soon as possible for output... and Weee!!!! I'm done with it!! It's finished!!!! I'm super excited! Every single time when I'm done at the end of every issue I'll feel so excited, accomplished and satisfied! Despite the draggy moments of changes after changes...the irritating ads that cant be downloaded and sometimes irritating ad agencies who are just not pro at their work... Oh well nobody is perfect! that's for sure ..inlcuding myself..and all those experiences dealing with people are really moments that shapes us and help us grow and mature and most importantly to learn and be a better you.
Ahh well...Suddenly mum just pop the 'what If' question today.... she being the observer of certain things that's been unfolding in my life lately... she had to be concern to ask ... well that's what mums are for right... They are always the first to be concern when it comes to these matters. But! I must say that my mum is really cool and open minded when it comes to bgr.. lol...Ok tt's the only 'taboo' word I'm gonna leave on this post. =P Yea alrite so it's about bgr (gee havent use that term for so long =P)...period.
Sorry this may sound random to some.. cos I'm not revealing what exactly is the "what IF " bgr question here... Anyhow...she asked... and so it got me thinking deeper and in a more serious note..well knowing me...I've obviously thought about it way before mum actually asked.. So I kinda have the answers... just that I've not told anyone... (yea I know..i know by expressing it here I'm like telling the world) But I'm not telling it in details .... just wanted somewhere to express a lil...get it of my chest a lil...
*xiao! i wish you are here!!*
Nothing we cant bring before God right? So I'm trusting God in this area and not allowing what has been taking place affect me. I totally believe that God has it all planned out and I have nothing to worry bout it. Not denying to admit that I maybe curious at times but that's just it. Whatever will be will be. IF that questions pops...my answer will be ......ok! for me to know for you to find out..lol.I know!! potong stim right!!?? =P... that I know for sure... and that's all I can say for now.. Cos I cant do much ... I'm not the initiator... you know myself, being an out spoken and aggresive person to a certain extend, when it comes to this kinda stuff..sometimes I wish I'm the guy....
LOL!!! Trust me I can be a great boyfriend!! IF i'm a guy that is!!!
Been leaving the office at nearly 3am lately for almost the whole week...
Nevertheless I thank god for friends who were concern and kept me accompanied through out.. whether on msn or just sms or call to find out how I'm doing...
Nothing much has been in mind except for completing my design work as soon as possible for output... and Weee!!!! I'm done with it!! It's finished!!!! I'm super excited! Every single time when I'm done at the end of every issue I'll feel so excited, accomplished and satisfied! Despite the draggy moments of changes after changes...the irritating ads that cant be downloaded and sometimes irritating ad agencies who are just not pro at their work... Oh well nobody is perfect! that's for sure ..inlcuding myself..and all those experiences dealing with people are really moments that shapes us and help us grow and mature and most importantly to learn and be a better you.
Ahh well...Suddenly mum just pop the 'what If' question today.... she being the observer of certain things that's been unfolding in my life lately... she had to be concern to ask ... well that's what mums are for right... They are always the first to be concern when it comes to these matters. But! I must say that my mum is really cool and open minded when it comes to bgr.. lol...Ok tt's the only 'taboo' word I'm gonna leave on this post. =P Yea alrite so it's about bgr (gee havent use that term for so long =P)...period.
Sorry this may sound random to some.. cos I'm not revealing what exactly is the "what IF " bgr question here... Anyhow...she asked... and so it got me thinking deeper and in a more serious note..well knowing me...I've obviously thought about it way before mum actually asked.. So I kinda have the answers... just that I've not told anyone... (yea I know..i know by expressing it here I'm like telling the world) But I'm not telling it in details .... just wanted somewhere to express a lil...get it of my chest a lil...
*xiao! i wish you are here!!*
Nothing we cant bring before God right? So I'm trusting God in this area and not allowing what has been taking place affect me. I totally believe that God has it all planned out and I have nothing to worry bout it. Not denying to admit that I maybe curious at times but that's just it. Whatever will be will be. IF that questions pops...my answer will be ......ok! for me to know for you to find out..lol.I know!! potong stim right!!?? =P... that I know for sure... and that's all I can say for now.. Cos I cant do much ... I'm not the initiator... you know myself, being an out spoken and aggresive person to a certain extend, when it comes to this kinda stuff..sometimes I wish I'm the guy....
LOL!!! Trust me I can be a great boyfriend!! IF i'm a guy that is!!!
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