Am I sure it is W_ r_h It??
"Rach! is it all worth it?? "
That question has been on my mind lately...
You know? Certain things we do out of emotions?...
Making selfless decisions. The power of emotions is just so great that the act can clearly be so not worth it and sometimes may be silly to others even. Because of the intense emotions we have in us, it causes us to do it no matter what it takes. Many a times these decisions are decided without much input of sensible and down to earth thinking.
Only at that one lil random moment when we so happen 'get down to earth' and seriously ask ourselves questions like "why do I wanna do it?...what am I trying to prove?...what are my intentions? ... etc " THEN! only we realised that tho yes!, there are certain intentions. They are good and harmless of course. BUT they may not necessarily give us the result that we try deceiving ourselves that we may get in return.
Many a times we do it because we wanna convey a message that we cant say out loud maybe. Either we are afraid that it'll be disappointing because it may not turn out the way we want it to, or we just know that it aint possible to turn out the way we'd love to imagine it to be.
As I express my thoughts through this post, I now clearly know that I have only 1 intention. And it's really simple. To convery a message that I cant say out loud. I can only show it through actions and just quietly hope that the 'message' is felt by the receiver. As for the results....if it turns out the way I long for it to be, it's an added bonus, a significant prayer answered.
So is it all worth it Rach? Well in a practical point of view, it is not worth it to some extend. I am 100% concious that this is a "do-it-out-of-emotions" kind of decision. Still! I will see that it come to past and do it the best I can. I know that if I share the real deal of what I'm referring to here to some close friends, they'll prolly smack me on the head and suggest that I reconsider.
Well =), it's gonna be a memorable one for me at least (I sincerely Hope). I just need some co-operation and some good planning to whip up a good one!~ I'm capable! I should be alrite i reckon ~
p/s: Sorry this post had to overtake the Penang post today. Just wanted to lift this off my chest a lil. I reckon the Penang post will come 'soon'... prolly tonite.. hopefully...
That question has been on my mind lately...
You know? Certain things we do out of emotions?...
Making selfless decisions. The power of emotions is just so great that the act can clearly be so not worth it and sometimes may be silly to others even. Because of the intense emotions we have in us, it causes us to do it no matter what it takes. Many a times these decisions are decided without much input of sensible and down to earth thinking.
Only at that one lil random moment when we so happen 'get down to earth' and seriously ask ourselves questions like "why do I wanna do it?...what am I trying to prove?...what are my intentions? ... etc " THEN! only we realised that tho yes!, there are certain intentions. They are good and harmless of course. BUT they may not necessarily give us the result that we try deceiving ourselves that we may get in return.
Many a times we do it because we wanna convey a message that we cant say out loud maybe. Either we are afraid that it'll be disappointing because it may not turn out the way we want it to, or we just know that it aint possible to turn out the way we'd love to imagine it to be.
As I express my thoughts through this post, I now clearly know that I have only 1 intention. And it's really simple. To convery a message that I cant say out loud. I can only show it through actions and just quietly hope that the 'message' is felt by the receiver. As for the results....if it turns out the way I long for it to be, it's an added bonus, a significant prayer answered.
So is it all worth it Rach? Well in a practical point of view, it is not worth it to some extend. I am 100% concious that this is a "do-it-out-of-emotions" kind of decision. Still! I will see that it come to past and do it the best I can. I know that if I share the real deal of what I'm referring to here to some close friends, they'll prolly smack me on the head and suggest that I reconsider.
Well =), it's gonna be a memorable one for me at least (I sincerely Hope). I just need some co-operation and some good planning to whip up a good one!~ I'm capable! I should be alrite i reckon ~
p/s: Sorry this post had to overtake the Penang post today. Just wanted to lift this off my chest a lil. I reckon the Penang post will come 'soon'... prolly tonite.. hopefully...
posted by Rachs at
5:22 PM
2 Comments:
walao!! damn "chim" leh!! so difficult to interprete wan!! lol... hahah ROFL... must be too much crabs oredi!! haha.. anywayz, thanks for the reservation the other nite! hehe
Hey!
aha...wat is 'chim'??
sorry my hokkien very 'cha'!=P
It's meant to be the way it is written.. Just expressing but not direct! somewhere to let my thoughts out! =)
vague I know!! exactly! tt's the point! =D... Hey no probs on the reservation. my pleasure! =)
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